Quick Words of mine

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

it's been like a decade I'm not here, (here: literally in this blog-blogging world) to write, to dream, to think, to share. Life's seems become like a roller coaster for me, everything's seems so dull, incomplete, not enough, sad, and so and so. Negative vibe is everywhere, surrounds me. and those are the reasons, why I stop writing for some times back then. It is very not good to share about "Not Good things" to other people, well I don't want to give something not good, not beneficial to others, Like I used to -,-" huhu

So, now why I started to write again? It's not that my life is completely becomes no longer dull, or done complete, or already enough or become so happy and so and so and so. It's just I have this type of conscience (maybe, if we can call it that). Life is too short to grieve, to whine. What do will I leave to people when I'm gone since I am a no one that can't contribute something good to society, writing is maybe a way for me to give something, not in a wide area way but enough to those who are closed. To remind, maybe? yes. at least I did something.

I read this a very simple, quote maybe and I watched this short video that give something inside my heart. It's about Never be little on small deeds. Why? because it is maybe little or small things for us, but who knows to others, it means the world. Example, keep the promise that we made. Maybe the thing that we promised is something like, if we do it, then it's ok and if we don't, it's still ok. No harm. Like something very light, not important to ourselves. But we never know if it means conversely to others. We never know. So keep the promise that we made. Or other example is, as simple as smiles. 

Seterusnya, 

Allah tiupkan kekuatan melalui ujian-ujian yang DIA berikan. Allah tangguhkan sesuatu untuk didik sabar dalam diri kita. Allah ambil sesuatu untuk didik redha dalam hati kita. Sampai masa Allah akan berikan kita ganjaran menggantikan semua itu dengan sesuatu yang mungkin kita tak pernah jangka atau tak pernah fikir pun. Kalau tidak di dunia, di akhirat nanti. Teruslah bersabar dan tetaplah redha.

Allah akan uji manusia dengan perkataan-perkataan mereka, contohnya kita kata "bersabarla..." Mungkin suatu hari nanti akan ada ujian yang menguji kesabaran kita, mampukah kita bersabar apabila orang lain pula yang berkata, "bersabarlah..." Bukan kerana Allah teasing you dengan kata-kata dulu, tapi kerana Allah juga mahu kita menjadi orang yang sabar, seSabar dia yang kita pernah katakan "bersabarlah..." Macam mana saya tahu? Sebab Allah tidak pernah dan tidak akan dan tidak sekali-kali menjadikan suatu perkara itu untuk bermain-main, dengan tujuan main-main. Never. Lam. dan kerana. sudah pastinya kerana Tuhan itu Maha Penyayang. DIA sayangkan kita. Hamba NYA yang lemah. hina. manja (if we can call it as that) Pelupa. Leka. DIA sayangkan kita. #Fakta#

Penat. Bila kita diawang-awangan. tidak tahu dimana harus berpijak. Padahal masa kembali pada Tuhan nanti, akan hanya ada dua golongan. Kanan atau Kiri. Baik atau Buruk. begitulah. Kembalinya tetap pasti, tapi soalnya. Kanan atau kiri, atau Baik atau Buruk? Kembalilah. DIA tunggu. DIA rindu. Tanya hati, tanya iman. Kadang Luarannya tampak seperti masih macam biasa, hakikatnya siapa tahu. Hati entah ke situ. Jauh dan terus jauh. Jangan pandang aku, bertanyalah pada Hati mu. 

(Hati mu...! Hati mu...! Hati mu...! *ini Echo, effect sound harus tetap ada, tak boleh blah)
#HatiNuraniMu#HatimuNurani#Hatimu Yani#

Sekian, wabillahi taufiq wal hidayah

xoxo

#December the First, 2014#