Assalamualaikum wbt.
its been so long that I drown in my own dream, my own pain, my own world and it pushed me down, down to the crust of the earth, destroying me, torturing me until I come to one point of my life that make me realise that Allah created this life as a test. Life's a test. A test. No matter what situations that we face, either it is easy or hard, still it is A test. No matter what happen, at the end we still will return to Allah, The creator of all, The Owner of all. I lost, and somehow when I wander in my old document, my old file, I found this entry, an old entry that I removed from this blog. And now I want to re upload it. May it brings something to us.
Assalamualaikum Wbt ^^
its something like I hv a feeling of "ndak sabar"
hm~~~ (nodded head)
umpama kita berjalan di suatu tempat yg kita nda tau arah tujunya kemana, tanpa peta, tanpa kompas.
setelah puas berjalan, akhirnya kita tau kita bukan pada arah yg betul.
Walaupun dah banyak usaha dicurah, masa diluang, tenaga dikerah utk perjalanan tu
tapi, bila kita tau itu salah, tetap jugak salah. Biarpun sedih, kesal, dan ttp mahu berada di situ,
kita x boleh. tak boleh utk tetap di situ. Harus kembali utk memulakan semula perjalanan
dgn arah yg betul. The exact term to be used: To make Correction.
dan the feeling of ndak sabar tu, actually "ndak sabar mau buat correction" =)
Turn back utk membetulkan semua kesilapan, kesalahan, dan kedangkalan -diri ini.
org bilang, klu ksalahan tu kali pertama dilakukan, maka itu adalah kesilapan.
tapi klu kasalahan yg sma berlaku kali kedua, maka itu bukan lagi dipanggil
kesilapan melainkan 1 pilihan, pilihan utk terus berbuat silap.
dan aku- bukan dikira naif utk membetulkan kesilapan itu, melainkan sudah cukup sedar
akan kesalahan diri memilih utk terus melakukan kesilapan lantas larut dalam
kedangkalan... (tambahan: ...dan kebodohan)
thats why this entry entitled as People L. G n C.
People Learn, Grow and Change
We learn from this mistakes, we grow from it then eventually we change to be the better one.
Learn is a journey, we go through it, it teaches us everything. Pain to be stronger, tears to be more patient, people to appreciate, tears to feel the existing of our heart, and the most important
we learn that we are "Hamba" yang berTuhan.
yang di atur takdirnya, yang lemah fitrahnya, yang sudah tentu ada tempat pulangnya yg abadi.
Bahawa kita ada DIA, yg slalu mencintai dan menyayangi setiap hambaNYA.
Walau kadang kita terlupa akan DIA,
DIA sekali-kali tidak lupa pada hambaNYA.
Jika kita melangkah ke arahNYA sejengkal,
DIA berlari ke arah kita sehasta.
sayangnya Allah pada hambanNYA, walau kita bergelumang dgn dosa maksiat,
sombong dan riak, masih DIA benarkan kita berpijak pada planetNYA, bernafas dgn udaraNYA,
mkn drpd rezekiNYA, dan bernyawa dgn izinNYA.
Grow and be matured. The maturity doesnt measured by age (Im 19!), but the way how we think
and act, also react with the surroundings and environment. Maturity is not when we start to talk about big things, but its when we begin to understand about the small things.
Its when we start to memuhasabah diri sendiri lebih daripada membuat penilaian berterusan (PB) terhadap diri org lain lantas memberi markah.
Grow up everyone!
and the last action to be taken is Change. there is no use if we keep on thinking and realizing our mistake but never change. Lets give a chance to change. Do not stay, move, please move! even if its slow. Do not wait if we know it'll never come back. Do not hope if we know it'll remain like that.
Never expect that the action potential will be reversed and stimulated twice as it has its Refractory Period, it just had been created to be like that. and it'll be like that. Forever.
Its a proverb, or in simple word, DONT BE STUPIDo to wait,hope and expect something that will never be. Be realistic and live tis life, Carpe Diem! Change- to be better.
its something like I hv a feeling of "ndak sabar"
hm~~~ (nodded head)
umpama kita berjalan di suatu tempat yg kita nda tau arah tujunya kemana, tanpa peta, tanpa kompas.
setelah puas berjalan, akhirnya kita tau kita bukan pada arah yg betul.
Walaupun dah banyak usaha dicurah, masa diluang, tenaga dikerah utk perjalanan tu
tapi, bila kita tau itu salah, tetap jugak salah. Biarpun sedih, kesal, dan ttp mahu berada di situ,
kita x boleh. tak boleh utk tetap di situ. Harus kembali utk memulakan semula perjalanan
dgn arah yg betul. The exact term to be used: To make Correction.
dan the feeling of ndak sabar tu, actually "ndak sabar mau buat correction" =)
Turn back utk membetulkan semua kesilapan, kesalahan, dan kedangkalan -diri ini.
org bilang, klu ksalahan tu kali pertama dilakukan, maka itu adalah kesilapan.
tapi klu kasalahan yg sma berlaku kali kedua, maka itu bukan lagi dipanggil
kesilapan melainkan 1 pilihan, pilihan utk terus berbuat silap.
dan aku- bukan dikira naif utk membetulkan kesilapan itu, melainkan sudah cukup sedar
akan kesalahan diri memilih utk terus melakukan kesilapan lantas larut dalam
kedangkalan... (tambahan: ...dan kebodohan)
thats why this entry entitled as People L. G n C.
People Learn, Grow and Change
We learn from this mistakes, we grow from it then eventually we change to be the better one.
Learn is a journey, we go through it, it teaches us everything. Pain to be stronger, tears to be more patient, people to appreciate, tears to feel the existing of our heart, and the most important
we learn that we are "Hamba" yang berTuhan.
yang di atur takdirnya, yang lemah fitrahnya, yang sudah tentu ada tempat pulangnya yg abadi.
Bahawa kita ada DIA, yg slalu mencintai dan menyayangi setiap hambaNYA.
Walau kadang kita terlupa akan DIA,
DIA sekali-kali tidak lupa pada hambaNYA.
Jika kita melangkah ke arahNYA sejengkal,
DIA berlari ke arah kita sehasta.
sayangnya Allah pada hambanNYA, walau kita bergelumang dgn dosa maksiat,
sombong dan riak, masih DIA benarkan kita berpijak pada planetNYA, bernafas dgn udaraNYA,
mkn drpd rezekiNYA, dan bernyawa dgn izinNYA.
Grow and be matured. The maturity doesnt measured by age (Im 19!), but the way how we think
and act, also react with the surroundings and environment. Maturity is not when we start to talk about big things, but its when we begin to understand about the small things.
Its when we start to memuhasabah diri sendiri lebih daripada membuat penilaian berterusan (PB) terhadap diri org lain lantas memberi markah.
Grow up everyone!
and the last action to be taken is Change. there is no use if we keep on thinking and realizing our mistake but never change. Lets give a chance to change. Do not stay, move, please move! even if its slow. Do not wait if we know it'll never come back. Do not hope if we know it'll remain like that.
Never expect that the action potential will be reversed and stimulated twice as it has its Refractory Period, it just had been created to be like that. and it'll be like that. Forever.
Its a proverb, or in simple word, DONT BE STUPIDo to wait,hope and expect something that will never be. Be realistic and live tis life, Carpe Diem! Change- to be better.
wassalamualaikum.. "
How old is this entry? about more than 2 years old. Because, long time ago on 17th March 2013, I published it and today it is 29th April 2015. I wrote this entry a month less of my sister's wedding, 2 years ago and today, it is about 3 days to go to my brother's wedding ceremony and yeah I am at Sabah! in my room that I kemas dulu, and with my brother the one that getting married this weekend, insyaAllah. How childish my writing 2 years ago, and unfortunately still I am. the old one. huhu
so this is the real sekian for this entry. Wasalamualaikum.
