Assalamualaikum wbt
another year to be left, today's the last day of 2015 and thank God alhamdulillah that I have this very free time to update my long-time-not update blog. Actually I am in the middle of my final exam for this semester, and I just finish my second paper few hours ago. and yeah another 4 to go!
I don't know why, but it seems like people busy nowadays. My must-visit-blog is also being not updated like what, several months. But the same goes to me, I bet everyone is busy. If happen that one particular person read this, update your blog please. Its been a long time, without you my friend and (continue as you wish, but I mean to sing "see you again")
There is nothing much to talk about, but I did miss my old writings that I wiped out clean from this so-called diary. I try to start a new, a better one and still I am struggling for that. I've been so busy before since I am in my final year now, busy doing my proposal, assignments and so and so. I even forgot that I have blog, but still I am visiting my life-time favourite blog- never forget those!
The latest novel of Ramlee Awang Murshid is already in market now, and I was waiting for that like that's the only reason I am alive, but when it did come out I didn't even have chance to get it #sigh...
however, to get the novel before I am going back to my hometown is one of my must-to-do thing, not only because it is cheaper here but also so that I have something that I really love to do, that excites me, that make me feel alive again, that cheer me up from my typical-routine-based-life. and of course before I have to start my intern!
I miss my parents, my only sister, my nieces and nephews, my brothers (as well) and of course my beloved best-friends-soul-mates. There were many memories been drew, amazingly it colours my life not only the in the past moments, still it is. even at this very moments. Thank you Allah, for everything, for those. Alhamdulillah.
May Allah bless us, all of us. aameen.
#congratulations to my little sister who got married a few weeks ago. May it lasts forever till Jannah.
#Congratulations also goes to my beloved best friend who got engaged a few days ago, may Allah ease until the akad happens and lasts abadan-abada.
#There is someone I know, that I can not recall why I feel difficult to remember and feel better to just let it slides. I am sorry for being me. I am sorry. Truly sorry. Your kindness is unbearable to me, I just cannot and don't know how to make it up. let's just forgive and forget.
Start a new page.
"Kesombongan itu ialah apabila engkau tahu ia benar tetapi masih, engkau menjauhinya"
"You don't have to sacrifice your own dignity for your own destiny.
be strong. grow up. your are far worthy than what you think you are.
be strong, Allah is indeed near and responsive"
"and the worldly life is not but amusement and diversion; but the home of the Hereafter is best for those who fear Allah, so will you not reason?" [6:32]
Stay firm on your feet. have faith to fight, until the both of your feet stand on the Heaven's door.
angel 1:
"no matter how hard you think your life is, at least you have place to return"
"tak kisah lah sesusah apa kau rasa tentang hidup mu, sekurang-kurangnya kau ada tempat untuk kembali."
There is saying that the hardest thing to do actually is "to do nothing". Why? Because you will never know when it will end.
"see you again"
with love; 2015
