This one is random. Random thought of mine. While facing the reality of my life. Once, I thought this life isn't real. And I was wrong. Life's real, indeed.
1) away from parents, family. For a "quest" of Menimba Ilmu. Sometimes, out of nothing I feel empty. As if I've already lost the reason "why" I am here. Why am I here? The most dangerous part of life is when you lost your vision of life. Everything looks the same for everyday, no improvement, no changing, living life like a zombie. I am telling you dear readers and dear my self, when you feel this way, your heart itself also feels "There is something Wrong" and you should not stay in those conditions. You should do something. And as for me, I am stil searching for that something that I should do. Why? Because up to this moment I still couldn't figure it out.
"dan kau tanya dalam diam
dengan mata kau biar pejam
bagaimana mampu wujud sunyi
di riuh engkau berdiri"
...
Kau tahu,
Namun tak kau akukan
-Fynn Jamal : Tahu
Losing your self is another big problem. Losing your vision in life is curable, but Losing yourself. it is lethal. Trust me. When you know yourself then you will know your creator. When you know your Creator, then you will know your self.
2) - Fight.Faith
Keimanan. Perjuangan. - Perjuangan. Keimanan
Perjuangan utk hidup dalam keimanan pada Tuhan.
"Bukan mudah utk celik mata, di setiap pagi indah bila sang mentari yg cukup patuh pada titah Tuhannya memberi sinar pada sebahagian langit dan bumi, dan memujuk hati... ini adalah suatu hari lain yang perlu dihadapi dgn keimanan pada Ilahi. Bukan mudah utk memujuk hati bahawa setiap yang terjadi sememangnya dari Ilahi. yg mengizinkan setiap perkara utk terjadi sebagaimana ia terjadi, dari sebesar-besar gerakan bintang di langit ke sekerdil-kerdil kuman yg menjangkiti mu."
To be cont'd
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